Life, stripped naked

I regret all the years of not giving 110% to my studies.

And now I have to pay for my consequences.

I’ve never been an exceptional student. Always been borderline average. Mediocre. I hate it.

I study, sure I do. Just like every other student, I too burn the midnight oil. Leaving the exam hall, I usually don’t feel too bad but my results show otherwise. After much disappointment, it’s almost like I’ve come to accept that I’m just not made for this. It’s absolutely terrible for me to think this way, but it’s true.

I knew my CMA didn’t look too good. But I avoided thinking about it. I was stupid.

And now that I’m closer to the end of this road, I just suddenly feel this great big burden on my shoulders.

Me, a student who gets no more than a credit in every paper.. Aiming to graduate with a distinction?

Am I being realistic here?

I just can’t bear the thought of my parents spending ~RM28 000 to attend the graduation of their daughter whose merely graduating with a merit.

And it doesn’t get any better knowing that my closest buddies will be walking away with a distinction without me.

I have to put in every ounce of physical and mental energy to push my CMA to a borderline distinction. I already feel exhausted just thinking of what I have to do to redeem myself.

Shit. I know it’s gonna be SO worth it.

But I’m not sure I can do it =’(

wooO hooO~!!

We’re on Bunch Out KL!! (Eventhough we’re not in KL)

Are you mamak-ing, yum cha-ing, shopping, movie-ing with the same ol people every weekend?? It’s time to change lah seriously! Get your butt out there and meet new people!! I’m no extrovert but I know I want to make this an interesting year! So gather your usual buncha peeps and send in some wacky pics!

I had a really good 25th of Feb.

Our plans of catching a movie and sipping coffee (and camwhoring) at Starbucks didn’t really work out cause of the (damned) Glasgow showers. So I ended up staying home sipping hot lemon green tea while reading ‘Jamie at Home’. I replied e-mails, had a good ol chat with a buncha people and just chilled really. I took a really nice hot shower with my new L’Occitane products! I feel so princess-ey after!

I refused to do even think of doing any work that day. But today’s another day and it’s about time I started. So it’s back to work, to watching the diet, to the gym.

Thanks you guys for the wonderful wishes! Means so much to me =)

To my housies and neighbies.. Dinn was the best!! Camwhoring was real funny hahaha..!! Kak Dap! Thanks for cleaning up ma barf. And sorry (not really) that my barf made you barf. Tuu lahh… buat muka evil before taking that shot with me laa..! HEh heh heh…. A big hugZ to the rest who cleaned up that night while I was comfy in bed.

woooOOOH~!!

All ready for year number twenty-two!!

WhoOa~~ I’m TWENTY TWO!!

Okay okay before I go into last night, I wanna brag about me prezZies! YeaahhH~!!

Going by chronological order….

Daily use shampoo and conditioner with organic Verbena extract from Corsica, purifying lemon essential oil & softening linden floral water; Mousse de Roses bath & shower gel – scented with Grasse rose, Bulgarian rose, Moroccain rose & Turkish rose.

*GASP* FedEx’d right to my doorstep all the way from Malaysia! SO BEAUTIFUL!! OMG!! From the first glance, my heart just skipped a beat! My hands tremble handling these darlingZ. I don’t know how I’m gonna bring myself to actually use them! They smell amazing! I could just sniff them all day long.. LOOk at em!! They’re like little treasures!!… Oh soO classy..!!

Jamie Oliver’s latest cookbook! weee heeee~!!!!

I’ve been a fan of him forEVER!! He’s the best. I wish I could marry him. Really. He’s sO REAL and down to earth. Love him love him love him!! Never ever thought I could own his books.. pricey they are. Ahh~ This will follow me for a looong looooooOng time.. Till I’m married with kids. It’ll be full of my own post-it notes and pretty handmade bookmarks of my fave recipes. Yippee!!

Handmade Swarovski crystal bracelet

It’s pink and purple, sparkly and preetty!! I feel sooooO girlyyy~! Me lovES!!

AND my dearyyyZ wrote the sweetest love poem about us teehehehehe..

A hand-drawn, handmade pop-up card! oooOhhh I luuuurve pop-up cards! They just amaze me! Wow so much effort put into it.. I’m soO touched!!

So last night was a blast! It started off with a wee family dinner at home. When I mean family dinn I mean with me housies - Joyce & HM and neighbies – Daph, Di and SuMay. Dress theme of the night?? Shawls! After an hour or so of fussing.. Ta-da!

Camwhore camwhore… Finally down to dinner! Makan dengan tangan! wooOhooO~!! It’s really weird and I admit there’s absolutely no logic to it but I truly believe that food tastes soO much better when it’s eaten with bare fingers. yuMmy!!

Come 12AM I was surprised with a homemade mango mousse!! Cheers to me housies!

Wish making.. candle blowing.. prezzie opening and.. damn.. time to drink to the guests.

6 shots of vodka + Midori + Malibu + IronBrew (haha) + orange cencentrate (?!?!) later and I’m lobster red and stoning.

*sweaT*

stone

stone

stone

stone

**BBLLLUUUUUEEEEEERRRRRRRGGGGGHHHHHH**

K.O.

“oOkay. Better put her to bed now”

And by 3AM I was in bed. Smelling like alcohol and barf.

*pheW*

What a night.

Post Biopharm clubbing!!

It’s 3.20AM and we sorta just came back from Viper. Woooohhhh~~ What a night! I’m glad I ended up going. Kinda a lil wooOzy now. Yes I notice cause I’m making alot of typo errors and pressing backspace alot….

I’m as red as a lobster. I tell you.. It’s a curse to have low alcohol tolerance. Half a pint and I’m flaming red. Like WTH right?! Okay have I started rambling?.. I’m sO sorry..

Kay so tonight was a pretty brilliant night. Didn’t mingle with the home students as much as I hoped but I had fun anyways. Especially when we hit Viper! Okaylahh so some might say the music sux but Nadia and I were having a brilliant time dancing away without a care in the world (after the alcohol set in). The dance floor was freaking empty when we arrived and in no time it was just shite packed. Much elbowing and rubbing boobs.. The rest was just a blur to me now. It’s a Monday night! HEll stay at home and snoOze or something larr…

Gawsshhh~ I’m so damn sleepy. And lobster like.

Bed time!

Gahhh~.. Pharm Care presentation to prepare tomorrow.. Gahhhhh~~~

TK just reminded me of a blog post my bro had written about my dad. I re-visited it and just couldn’t let go of how amusing it is…..

I was getting into my car to go to work the other day when I saw my dad in the garden. Its all pretty normal so far right? Well, he was in the garden driving a pile driver into the soil. This prompted some curiosity so I walked up to him and asked what he was doing. [BLUE] is me [RED] is my dad. ‘Oh I’m loosening the soil around this tree so it’ll get more water’, oh is that all. So um… is that a pile driver you’re using? Yup. [BBRRTTT - drives the pile driver into the soil like a hot knife cuts thru buttah] So does that mean you could break concrete or dig a hole in the road or something with it? Yup. [BBRRTTT] Oookay, don’t you normally use a rake, or a hoe for this kinda thing? Well, if I did I might hurt my back, and you can’t put a price on health. [BBRRRTT] Oh right, I see, I see… speaking of which, how much is a hoe now a days? Oh I don’t know… 30 Ringgit maybe? Ookay, and how much was that pile driver? About RM900 or so, I’m not too sure, it was on sale. [BBRRTTT] Alllrighty then, guess I’d better get to work then huh? You just have fun now, bye bye then. That’s about the time I backed away slowly then drove away quickly. I know, my dad is cool. Absolutely insane, but in a cool way. And I DON’T even get me started on the moisturizer story…

milocup wrote on Dec 13, ‘07

HAHAHA.. He’s SO weird… Doncha juz lurrrrve him =P

milotin wrote on Dec 14, ‘07

Ahahaha, yeah we have a kookie dad. He’s the best =D

Ahhhhh~~

What a beautiful sunny day.. And my table’s looking all pweetty….

Biopharm biopharm… If not because of you I’d be strutting my stuff down Sauchiehall…

La la la leeee laaaaaa… Waste time waste time.. Don’t wanna get back to biopharm so I’m randomly typing… WoooO supposed to have gotten back to the books half an hour ago but.. oOwh well… lets laaa leee laaa lee laaaaa a weee bit more…. oooOO I hear them neighbies talking in the keeeeetchen.. Should I join em should I join em..?? nooO nooOoO.. Daph likes to grope and Di’s swollen… Don’t wanna be a witness to another of Daph’s molestations…. Hrmmm unless maybe I can join in.. HrrRmMmmm~~~ noO noooO time to stardeee.. Yes.. back to biopharm.. Malaaaaaaariaaa… Mosqeeeees I hate… Them evil suckersssS…. 

How old are we laa.. Open minded a bit can or nottt?

Yknow some of us actually can be good friends with the opposite sex without going, ‘Will you be mine?’

If I was attached, I need not hide it from anyone. I’d be more than proud to show him off.

So quit it with the talking.

WOW!! What a Valentine’s it has turned out to be!!

Today just totally opened my eyes to all the simply amazing people I’m surrounded by!

LooOkie at what I found on my magical floor once again!!

.: Flowers! FlowersS!! Mochi and a handmade card! aaaawW~~ :.

Weeeeeeks ago I was whining and whining about wanting those damn mOchi’s. You remembered! I’m just.. sO touched!

Only my hOusies will know how much I shrieked =P

*sigH*

I no longer need to ponder the meaning of Valentine’s.

My dudes and dudettes love me!

And I know they’ll be there =)

…… In order for L-Alanine to be converted to D-Alanine, the enzyme D-Alanine racemase is required. Following this, D-Alanine:D-Alanine ligase converts D-Alanine to D-Alanyl D-Alanine……

*pheW*

Aahhhh…

Happy Valentine’s Day World!!

It’s 1AM now and I am studying Biopharm! And I know everyone else is too! HAh haa now don’t you go, “no laaa… I never stardeeeelaa…” cause I’m not buying it! Seriouslylaa.. No one really believes you when you say that so you might as well tell the truth cause it’s just so damn obvious and mummy says lying is no good…

So anywayyyy….

I went out to take a piss and what a pleasant surprise I found on the foot of my door!

.: To ‘Posh Spice’ yO! That’s mE!! :.

.: It’s a chocolate Easter Valentine’s bunny! :.

My other housemates got one too! Ahh… Just as I thought Valentine’s is gonna totally suck… My sweetheart of a neighbour, Su May decided to turn that around.

I mean like… how could a little red package labelled ‘Posh Spice’ not make you smile right?!

Wow, it’s just amazing how a little effort goes a long way. ThanX Su May! =)