Life, stripped naked

Apparently I’m so damn happening now, I have to club 2 nights in a row and then go for convocation with an hours sleep and alcohol still running in by blood. YES according to Anushia I’ve graduated from a nerd to a party animal wtf.

Thank goodness there were no mishaps during convo. I looked pretty decent considering the night before I walked out of Poppy’s soaking wet and stayed that way till half past 4 in the morning.

It’s hard to beat that feeling that you get when you enter a crowded room and see a handsome man walking over to you with a bouquet of red roses.

Apparently I’ve been upgraded from pink carnations, roses and lilies (of which I absolutely <3) to a dozen red roses =) =)

Graduation in Glasgow. By far the preeeeeettiest bouquet ever!!

So convo turned out to be alright. Although my parents didn’t come, HuiMei’s mum adopted me for the day (awwwW~~). Then Joyce wanted to adopt me but I was already adopted. HEHE So I felt more wanted then ever!!

So that was convo and the story of my babies.

I have a sudden crave to go out and do something crazy.

*sigh*

HuiMei, myself and 3 other randoms lying in the middle of the train station in Antwerp, Belgium

I feel like clubbing.

Loud, thumping music. Yeah.

Yeah….

Just when you think life is going your way, the big man decides to throw shit on you.

Life is wonderful but no one said it was going to be easy. I guess we just gotta take in the bad stuff as lessons of life, eventhough sometimes it’s in the expense of someone else.

Having said that, I still think life is AWESOME. Sometimes we just need to be reminded.

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…… Worrying till your return *hugZ*

Today I spent

• 50rm on a white collared top for convo (IHATEDRESSCODES)
• 90rm on black striped slacks from G2k (much needed since JBC dryer shrank my first G2k one BEH)
• 60rm on diva red peep-toe pumps from Vinci (LOVELOVELOVE the shoes there. They make me drool so badly.)

I want to do more shopping.

I had ice peach passion fruit tea at Wong Kok. I dare you to say it really quick icepeachpassionfruitteaicepeachpassionfruitteaicepeachpassionfruitteaicepeachpassionfruittea oHOHOHO

After shopping I saw someone do the para para dance! I was amuzed and impressed at the same time =P

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I really should start sleeping earlier. So that I can get up earlier. But my bed’s full of crap and my hair’s still wet.

I want a king-freaking-sized bed. I don’t care. I want a super dooper king sized bed. I want those four-poster beds with the flowy curtain things. I want two pillows and a couple of pigs. One on the left and one on the right.

I AM A PIG

I am lazy

I am sleepy all the freaking time

I have been back almost 2 weeks and I have not unpacked my bag

I just want to roll under the blanket in my comfy air conditioned room and sleep forever…

… Then maybe go to dreamland where cats are made of chocolate so I can pick them up and eat them (me no likey cats and they should be gotten rid of).

It’s hard to find anything more romantic than a peaceful, scenic tropical beach.

I’m well surprised that such a beach still exists in Pangkor!

I had a weekend away at Pangkor Island Beach Resort (tagged along my mum’s company trip). Much aware that I will be among aunties who would be playing Bingo and doing line dancing (deargod helpme), I didn’t expect to have a blast of a time. But I did however enjoy dining with the view of the beach and the sound of crashing waves at the very pretty resort.

Hornbill Restaurant. Appropriately named because there really are hornbills in the evenings!

I escaped Bingo to take some time alone on the beach. My feet in the sand.. it makes me =)

I miss wiggling my feet in the soft sand.

Look who was playing hide-and-seek? Mr. Crusty the crustacean =)

After an evening walk by the beach, I moved on to the pool. One year since I’ve dipped myself in so much water!! Ahhh~~

Kingfisher Pool. Damn bridge so cuteee!

The main reason why I came was partly also to visit my old nanny. She took care of me as a baby till I was a 9 year old brat! The one thing I remembered was how I used to bully her. She used to take naps on the sofa and being the bratty 9 year old idiot I was, I poured water into her half open mouth as she was sleeping. GG Next thing I know, I’m being chased around the house =P I was an evil kid.

Isn’t she KEWL or WHAT?!! Dun play play arr.. Mafia okk.. Whack you with the colourful umbrella-ella-ella-ella-ella then you know.. Hurmph….

… what I found cute was that she still had that weird giggle =)

Anyway it’s late and Mix.FM is killing me with super emo songs. It’s mushing my brain and now I can’t think of anything proper to write T_T So here, have a super kewl sunset pic =)

It seems like my world is crashing down right before my eyes.

For the one person who has seen me as nothing less than perfect (possibly an exaggeration) will finally face the me that I’ve become. I’m not particularly proud of some things I’ve done. But those decisions I have made consciously and without regret.

My only regret is to have hurt you as badly as I have. You didn’t deserve an ounce of it and I am sorry.

What I’ve been through in Glasgow feels like a decade worth of experiences.

I have changed. I might look different or see the world in a different light. My history might be more elaborate than before. But there is no doubt in my mind that I am still essentially me.

People will whisper and judge.

But I’m confident that those closest to me would know better.

Some decisions are awefully tough to make, while others are plain and simple.

I’ve come to realise that I’ve been clinging to a familiar feeling. One that feels seemingly safe and comfortable but not necessarily realistic. It’s time to make that terribly tough decision to let go of the familiar.

Am I absolutely 100% sure that I’m doing the RIGHT thing? I can’t say for sure. But at this point in life, it feels like something I have to do.

I had almost no sleep last night. So much to think about…

Think think think… Sigh sigh sigh… 4am watch Spongebob…

6.30am don’t wanna think no more. Ah shit brain still wide awake….

Toss toss toss…

8am BANG BANG BANG “Oii go market now!!” Wah damn sleepy. Ok fine go oni lahh…

Makan chee cheong fun. Wah super tak biasa makan beside a longkang with stray cats and smelling dead meat 50 meters away. BLUERGH

Beli sayur. Oh tomatoes not packed in pretty packets of 6. I miss Aldi. =(

Beli babi. WahliaoO wet slippery floors. Slippers soaked in dead meat drippings.

WAH are those live chickens?! I thought they stopped slaughtering in markets *shiver*

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I’m sleepy.

*yawNN*

Need to pack for Pangkor tomorrow. I hope mum wouldn’t be too shocked to find me in a 2 piece swimsuite/bikini whatever you call it.

Later lunch. 1 U and dinner with Chi.

WooOh sleepy..