remember how people used to say, ‘the best way to learn is to ask questions. even if it may sound stupid’.

well today i learnt first hand never to do that.

i am now mending whetever ego and pride i have left in me because my superior decided to use my spm qualifications to put me down.

what i thought would be a simple briefing went spiralling violently downhill because….

i didn’t know caustic soda = sodium hydroxide.

apparently it’s common sense.

then she went on to asking,

“you dapat berapa arh spm?”

“uhh.. 5a..” *ducks head in embarrasment*

“hah?! 5a aje?!! kalau apply public university mesti tak dapat”

i think to myself… ‘tak ingin punnn…’

“you lucky laa your parents dapat support you so you study aje lahh?”

“graduate dari imu ye? no no no.. no good.. macam ini pun tak tauu…”

(LIKE AS THOUGH I’M NOT SMART ENOUGH FOR PHARMACY BUT I’M LUCKY TO HAVE PARENTS THAT PAID MY WAY INTO A LOUSY PRIVATE UNIVERSITY)

“so natrium hydroxide tu ape?”

is this a trick question?… “uhh.. alkali??”

“bukann bukannn.. fikir betul betul.. senang saja..”

“uhh….. …… ….. tau tau.. alkali laa..”

“bukan!! bagi saya satu simple neutralization equation..”

“HCl + NaOH –> NaCl + H2O….??”

“so apa itu HCl dan NaOH??”

“acid and alkali…??”

“YALA ALKALI LAA.. MACAM ITU PUN TAK TAU…”

=.= ……………………… *holds back the urge to send her smashing through the glass window*

i am far from a happy bunny right now.