So this weekend is unlike any other.

Other happy weekends will consist of me waking up without an alarm clock at 10am, rolling around in bed for half an hour before getting out of it to go disturb the boyfriend. Ahh~ happy days.

This weekend I’m all EMO-ed and STRESS-ed out from this Genting Trailblazer thing. It’s a freaking con job ok. After registration for the 14KM run CLOSED onie they open registration for this charitable ‘GreenAid 3KM Fun Run’. Like WTH rite I register for 14KM of hell when I can take that RM190 to give to charity and guarantee won’t die running 3KM.

No. Cannot transfer registration to the 3KM run. I check already. Stupid.

You know how badly I’m going to suffer? I tell you ok.

The only ‘training’ I had was ONE time jog last week. They said we did about 3.5KM.

I ached for THREE DAYS.

And I was so traumatized I didn’t want to jog anymore.

So that’s my training.

*sigh*

Maybe I should go sprain my ankle tomorrow.. Hmm…

What do you do when all you need is someone to ask, “hey. u ok? tell me whats bothering u.”

It’s kind of the only comfort you need.

But you don’t get it.

Because letting out all your concerns (whether they are real or made up by PMS) would just add to someone elses stresses of the day.

But you hope that they get it and ask you anyway.

It’s just silly to hope and expect that isn’t it! Because you didn’t tell anyone you were upset in the first place.

But then again that’s the point because you don’t want to be someone’s responsibility.

It was raining.

He obviously was a victim of hydroplaning.

His car was smashed to pieces as he hit the divider.

And I don’t even know what happened to the oncoming car….

I hope someone spared them a miracle.

=(

Traumatized…

If I was 1 car behind… it would have been me smashing into him….

You know how 30 minutes can feel like an extremely long and painful hour?

When you’re a freaking pork (according to the boyfriend) and try to train for a 14km marathon run by the name of Genting-freaking-Trailblazer 2 weeks before the actual day.

You know I probably can’t even walk 14 km.

What more rush through 14km of golf course, jungle and muddy obstacle courses – all before lunch.

What got into us?

I think we got possessed by the temporary overwhelming ‘girl power’-spirit or whatever.

I PAID 190BUX to torture myself.. ohmygod..

I totally jinxed myself last weekend.

During an Old Town session with ChiChi & WeeN I proudly bragged how fortunate I was to have reasonable working hours and that the work itself isn’t all that stressfull (most times anyway). I went on to say, “I just don’t get how you guys can work till the sky turns dark!!”. Till today that’s still incomprehensable to me.

Everyone punches in at 8 then chills for 20 mins before they dissipate. As for me I almost always have donuts and coffee about 10.30 (just like those fat American policeman/Homer Simpson). Then at 4.30 everyone waits around for 5. And everyone seems jealous of this.

You know what!! Don’t be.

You chose your line and I chose mine!!

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I regret bragging now. Cause I’ve been running around madly these past few days cause my more experienced colleagues are clearing their off hours; leaving me with a noobie and all the counsellings to myself. And what is with all 4 medical wards not having ANY PRP’s?!?!!

And as always.. everyone else is pretty hesitant when it comes to doing counsellings (why? – lazy/noobies)

I know.. When counselling wasn’t  my responsibility, I also lazy! *sigh* Now I have no choice =.=

Thankgoodness it’s another Friday tomorrow. I need PJ to heal my soul.

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I think I’m worried now. I’m not falling asleep as well as I used to (despite me buying a 30rm bolster).

Research project not yet start (no title oso omg die), a zillion PCP’s not done, haven’t clerk enough CP2’s, DIS article review not yet start, DIS querries not enough, CDR article review (stupidfcking R**za).

Runsing betul. Tidur pun tak lena.

All you finishing PRP’s don’t you come ere and brag ar. Claw off your privates then you know. MAOO~!!

*sigh*

Feel like going for a good drink tomorrow night.

i bought a bolster! i can’t wait to sleep.

My housie and I went to dinner at Jusco last night and I ended up shopping!! Ahhhh~ feels damn good…..

My housie picked it out! Freaking hottt… Come lets go out!

Totally unnecessary purchase!! YAY!!

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This week feels so long! See ya’ll back in PJ tomorrow!! Off tomorrow afternoon and Monday! =) =)

Last weekend I went for a friend’s wedding. My very first ‘friend’s wedding’.

We’ve all gone for a wedding of our ‘parents friend’s daughter’ which turned out to be a total bore. But when it’s your own friend it’s TOTALLY different!! I’m really happy for her eventhough I don’t know her THAT well.

They put on one of those slide shows.. Y’know the ones that show her growing up and all.. And her wedding pictures.. Wahhhh after that I turned to my friend and said, “WalaoO make me damn ‘han ka’ now” (itchy to get married). Shit after I said that I terus regret. She went around telling people and I think they think I’m desperate to get married di =.=”

Dumdum photographer make us do an ugly half-squat pose…

Oh this picture is here because I think Yannee looks so shweeeet~!! (Free advertising for her larr…)

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So after the yummy wedding dinner (got sharks fin soup ok!! Damn I pantang eating sharks fin for years dii.. Couldn’t help myself that night AIH damn fail…), I went over to celebrate ChiChi’s birthday at Cavell’s! Aww~ A night full of celebration =) Which usually involves alot of alcohol because my Chinese friends are half-Indian =.=

Do you see the Oreo? (With a hint of strawberry cream)

Aww~ The 3 people I absolutely adore!! BFF!! LOL

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So weird not getting your call at 3am

My phone is officially non-functional.

The important buttons don’t work.. making it only frustrating to keep it on when I can’t answer/make calls/sms.

*SIGH*

And Palm Pre isn’t out yet…. No news! No news!!!

The more I read.. The more I want it…

Ugh have to last 3 days without a phone.. So sanfu..

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Since I can’t call… Goodnight xoxo